So work has been piling up. And I haven't really went ahead and done much of it.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?

I can't let the workload creep up on me. Even though the work won't be graded.

I'm sure that alot of people generalise students who work so hard as nerds or guai kias or all that sorta stuff. Heck. I even call most of my friends nerds because they study alot.
But is it really that bad? Obviously the answer is no. This ain't no secondary school days where we can slack and pretend that we are invincible. This is university. The life defining time. Do well, get a good job. Suck, and get a... well.. sucky job.
Yet my work now seems so meaningless. Who cares if i can approximate the values of a function by an infinte series? Who cares if i can calculate the forces on an ideal object? Life isn't ideal at all.

Yeah. So I guess I'm hitting a lack of motivation part of my studies. Everyone gets it.










BORING WALL OF TEXT. DON'T READ. I'm serious this time. It's no where as interesting as the last long post. This is only a rant to motivate myself. Cheers.











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DELETED. Too long and boring. I left the summary intact so you guys can see roughly what I've been going on about.


Okay. You can see I've been going in circles for awhile. I really cannot emphasize it enough.
A few lines of hoobastank's "without a fight" sums it up pretty nicely

Wake up, our life is calling

Snap out of indecision
Have we been hypnotized
To think that everything's alright?

We must pick up the pace
No time to play it safe
Before you know it's much too late
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Time for me to start my work. It might not be as relaxing as slacking, and not as fun as watching a show or playing a game. But I know it's for my own good.